Merge

By Chris Owen

Chapter One

Finn Cormag knew all about headaches. He was an academic, a scientist and a researcher; he was a man who had spent the greater part of his adult life buried in notes, well into many sleepless nights.

He knew about the headaches that radiated from the back of his skull from stress. He recognized the ones that were like fire across his forehead from eyestrain and the ones that crossed the p class="stdp"idge of his nose when his body had simply gone too long without sleep or food.

But Finn had never had a headache quite like this one. It didn't radiate from any particular point, expanding outward. Instead, it felt like his whole head was being squeezed from some external torture device that was simultaneously blasting noise at him. He could feel the pain extending down his neck, slowly engulfing his whole body, and he tried to force himself to relax. Tension in all of his muscles would only make it worse, surely.

He rolled his head from side to side and kept his eyes closed. After a moment, he unclenched his fingers and made them straighten out, feeling the carpet under his hands. He could still hear the TV, but the sound was way down, the words flowing together like a single, low-level hum. And over that hum was the more familiar sounds that he was used to filtering out without even thinking about it. If filtering out the sounds of emotions was work, Finn was pretty sure that this was no ordinary headache, by any definition. Behind his eyelids, somewhere in his mind, he saw a weird yellow-orange color that felt like worry and anxiety.

That was new.

"Here, take this."

Finn opened his eyes and looked up. He was still sitting on the floor of Ari's bedroom, his back propped up against the bed. "Thank you." He reached for the small pill and the glass of water Ari was offering him.

Ari sank down onto the floor beside him. "Drink it slowly; you're still pale, and I'd really hate for it to make you sick."

"It's just water." Finn peered into the glass, knowing that Ari was looking just as carefully at him. "And you don't know if I'm pale or not. I'm probably less washed out than I was before I came through."

"That's how I know you're pale," Ari corrected him, his voice low. "You're pretty much the same color as always."

Finn nodded, slowly and carefully, agreeing that if he appeared that washed out he probably was pale. He took the pill and sipped the water for a moment before leaning his head back against the bed again, his eyes closed. "Headache," he said, knowing that it was probably unnecessary to point it out but wanting to say something. It seemed like a good place to start.

Ari laughed dryly. "I would think so, yes. I assume that you don't normally react like this when you go from Between to your own... uh, dimension?"

"Nope." Finn started to shake his head but stopped immediately. "This is all new."

"Lucky you." Ari's voice was sympathetic, and Finn could feel him shifting slightly, settling back against the side of the bed.

Finn grunted and waited for the pain to recede a bit. His stomach churned, but only for a moment, and after a few long minutes he opened his eyes carefully. The room no longer seemed to be swimming. "You have fast acting pills over here."

"It helps when they're prescription painkillers, which is why I only gave you one. So, are you ready to tell me what the hell is going on?"

"You first. Give me a couple of minutes." The odd color show was settling down a bit; he could still see the wash of orange, which was smoothing into a nicer yellow, and he could sort of tell that it was coming, somehow, from Ari.

Ari let out a long p class="stdp"eath. "Well, I'm not exactly sure. I just know what was on the news. The reporters are running it as a weird kind of freaky occurrence thing, so it's not the top story yet. I think it might become p class="stdp"eaking news soon, though, since people are vanishing." He waved his hand in the air. "Like, disappearing. And it's a lot of people, a couple hundred, over a few hours. They all seemed to be linked to some cult at first, but now the reporters are saying it's not a mass suicide or anything like it, so they're starting to speculate. I mean, with no bodies, it's kind of hard to know what's going on."

Finn made a noise of agreement. "Are there any witnesses?" He rubbed his forehead, hoping to diminish the pain even more.

"Not yet." Ari tapped the glass in Finn's other hand. "Drink. Tell me what's going on. Why are you here?'

Not ready to explain one or two of the varied reasons why he chose to jump dimensions, Finn sipped the water again. "It's a long story." He sighed and rolled his head slightly to look at Ari's face. "But I suppose that doesn't matter, does it? I'm betting we have a lot of time."

"Yep. It doesn't matter at all how long the telling of the tale is." Ari almost smiled at him, the corners of his mouth twitching before his forehead furrowed again. "Come on. Off the floor."

Finn waited until Ari got to his feet and took the offered hand. He pushed, Ari pulled, and in a moment he was standing, his head a little swimmy again.

Ari watched him carefully, and the yellow flared orange for a moment. "Okay?"

"Not horrible, but I'm not going to run out and do anything requiring balance. "

"Right, so we're not going far." Ari pointed at the bed. "Lie down. Or at least sit."

Finn didn't even bother arguing, as there was very little point in p class="stdp"avado after he'd hurtled himself through dimensions, not sure if he'd survive the journey. As far as Finn was concerned, he was p class="stdp"ave enough by his own standards, and sprawling on a bed to deal with the unique kind of jetlag he had was completely acceptable.

"Better?" Ari asked, stretching out next to him and propping his head up on his arm.

"God, much." Finn helped himself to a pillow and looked at the smooth surface of the ceiling. "So, I had kind of a rough day."

"You don't say."

 

Merge is available for purchase at Torquere Press.